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19The girl was alone. Her cell phone flashed a couple of times, and then went dea. She eyed the cell phone screen. Four missed calls. Six unread text messages. She turned over in her bed. She didn't need them anymore.  
 
She was only 19. 19. The year of independance and nearly adulthood. 19. The year of expectation, hope and wonderment. Yeah right. The year of loneliness more like it. The year of rejection, abandonment and guilt should be it. Everyone was gone. Left. Busy. Gone. It was her all alone. With herself. And nothing else. All my mistakes, she thought, are going to stick with me forever. Eternity. All the childish, ignorant 19
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Daddy' Little GirlThe minutes echoed loudly in the room. Flashes of light filled the room as the cars passed by on the street below. The minutes passing still ticked, ticked, ticked loudly in the silent dark room. It was a dark night, not a single star lighting the sheer black sky. Silence. Complete silence. Not even a whisper of the wind could be heard. Yet it was deafening.  The oppressing silence and darkness was suffocating her underneath the sheets. She still could smell him in her bed, on herself, everywhere. It was clear, the next step. It was. She threw the sheets off, and trod lightly to the door, opened it, wincing slightly at the creak of Daddy' Little Girl
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Lies and DeceptionIt’s not like it was overboard teasing or anything. It was just a little nagging. What a jerk, she thought, what a self-centered jerk. Surprisingly, she wasn’t emotional. Not one bit. No crying, no hysterical screaming and swearing, nothing, like, she expected it to happen. Let him screw his life up, she thought, and deleted all the messages from him in her cell phone. The two years of friendship were a lie, a pretense. The times spent, secrets shared and angers vented. It was all a lie, a hoax. Hot tears welled up in her eyes, as she flung her cell phone against the wall. Fuck you, she silently screamed, staring at the little cell Lies and Deception
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School UniformRecalling back to when I first entered junior college, I remember the first argument I had with my mother about school – over the school uniform. Whenever I went to shopping malls and saw student wearing the ACJC uniform, I would always decide that ACJC’s school uniform was the best-looking one of all the junior colleges. The people wearing them would always be gorgeous and perfect, with the perfect hairstyle that best complimented them, with the perfect bag slung over their shoulders at a perfect angle, and of course, having almost perfect friends always around you. So I go back to my problem. The school skirt was meant to be alter School Uniform
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purgation

Tue Jan 22, 2008, 7:28 AM
i've ran out of paint.. need to pick up some poster colours.. have been wanting to do some painting.. already did one.. wanna do more

until then

im going to continue the book im planning to write.. writing is good purgatory..

going to the frigging canadian high commission tml again because they messed up my photos so i have to go down and get them new ones.. gah.. visting vicky at her workplace tml and picking up mom's birthday present for this sun.. then going to school to finish up the E things.. hate going to school.. hate coming across so needy like i really want them to ask me to do something (which i do but its not good when its too obvious).. sigh.. so shall cut off most ties with school i guess.. soon..

going to wear my dress to the frigging high commission.. (: see whether they'll still treat me the same snobby way..

writing feels good.. but i really need to paint.. though i have been out of touch for like 3 years.. shall buy paint tml..

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~the-lil-leprechaun:iconthe-lil-leprechaun: Feb 5, 2008, 4:48:05 PM
thankies for the fav! very muchly appreciated :D

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~the-lil-leprechaun:iconthe-lil-leprechaun: Jul 9, 2007, 2:00:20 AM
cheers for the favs :D

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~godloves:icongodloves: Dec 24, 2006, 10:45:19 AM
hello kathy. i just wana say that alot of things arent true, its just misperception. if you would just sit down and talk directly to us about it and not think about it in your head and make the problems seem bigger than they are, things would be alot better and everyone would be happier. so please, for everyone's sakes, talk to us. directly. and settle this before the juniors come in. dont harbour bad feelings cuz its not gona help anyone and will only make things worse.
~willwillwritehiswill:iconwillwillwritehiswill: Nov 22, 2006, 12:10:17 PM
Thanks for the Fav :)

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~the-lil-leprechaun:iconthe-lil-leprechaun: Nov 21, 2006, 7:01:26 AM
:omfg: u hav talent girl!! keep up the awesome work!

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~bloodchocolate:iconbloodchocolate: Nov 21, 2006, 7:35:07 AM
haha thanks! i will! haha more works in the process
~the-lil-leprechaun:iconthe-lil-leprechaun: Nov 21, 2006, 6:29:42 PM
awesome!! lol ur welcome, looking forwrd to seeing them all :D

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~the-lil-leprechaun:iconthe-lil-leprechaun: Nov 22, 2006, 3:40:30 AM
thanks for the fav and the add!!!!

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